i am drowning

in pain

  1. physical
  2. sorrows

i just realised lately that by the time i make it to the top of the flight of stairs i am breathless. why is there no handicapped access? how long will this go on?
i am lost

  1. emotionally
  2. of words

will it ever hurt less? will i regain focus? where and when is centred?
good IS bad

  1. food
  2. and?

why does this inverse relationship not work for anything else? like relationships for instance? “he’s too sweet” was my reason. S said “that’s a weird reason”. i am still hooked on bad. my eyes are brimming with tears as i finished typing the previous sentence. can BAD be GOOD, for a change?


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