i am drowning

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in pain

  1. physical
  2. sorrows

i just realised lately that by the time i make it to the top of the flight of stairs i am breathless. why is there no handicapped access? how long will this go on?
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i am lost

  1. emotionally
  2. of words

will it ever hurt less? will i regain focus? where and when is centred?
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good IS bad

  1. food
  2. and?

why does this inverse relationship not work for anything else? like relationships for instance? “he’s too sweet” was my reason. S said “that’s a weird reason”. i am still hooked on bad. my eyes are brimming with tears as i finished typing the previous sentence. can BAD be GOOD, for a change?
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